[ It's so youthful and hopeful that Daryl has to roll his eyes and smile at the same time. ]
Who says that's even what I want?
It's definitely too late.
[ Not that Daryl has any idea what he wants, either, other than to get back to his people. Other than to take back mistakes he's made. He just doesn't see himself starting over, especially not here, where everything is constantly up in the air. ]
[ Daryl feels a very old instinct in him jump at the offer, but he's piled too many years on top of it to be snagged on it that easily. Even after he did exactly that with the guy not too long ago. ]
That ain't a good idea.
What's frenzy?
[ He thinks the question probably makes him sound old but it's not like he cares. The company also sounds sort of tempting, but he's still feeling a bit embarrassed about that whole day. Better to keep out of people's way. ]
[ Not a good idea? It's the best idea! Or at least, the only idea. ]
oh it's this demon drug. strong shit but GOOD shit
it's an upper like coke and meth
[ And he'll just refrain from getting into the side-effects. He's pretty sure Daryl won't want to drop frenzy just by the 'demon drug' description alone. ]
seriously dude? it's like an upgrade from radio shack. who am i kidding? you probably had a circuit city. but if you had a walmart you had to have ONE of them.
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No.
No one would have me.
[ Which is far, far easier to say in sarcastic jest than the all-too-serious answer:
'I didn't know how to open up to anyone until it was too late'. ]
So like I said, if you're lookin for advice about goin from girlfriend to wife, you're fishin in the wrong pond.
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we might be in hell, but like we can still make love connections
might not be too late for you
if i meet a hot chick around your age, i'll send her your way
i gotchu, bro
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Who says that's even what I want?
It's definitely too late.
[ Not that Daryl has any idea what he wants, either, other than to get back to his people. Other than to take back mistakes he's made. He just doesn't see himself starting over, especially not here, where everything is constantly up in the air. ]
Don't think we got the same taste, anyway.
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there's like gods who are thousands of years old in my world and they're still getting some
and for the record they LOOK their age
it's gross but old people can bump uglies too
you're not THAT old
so it's less gross for you
[ .......that's SUPPOSED to be a compliment. ]
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[ He still isn't used to the godtalk, so he interprets that in the closest approximation he can. ]
What're you, my life coach now?
Besides, not everythins about gettin laid, man.
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can't exactly plan a rebellion
i heard the last one ended fucking bad for everyone involved
seems like the only option is to keep distracting yourself until it ends one way or the other
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Distraction?
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but most of it is love
i think it's love anyway
tho i guess if i did what i did, it might not be huh?
idk dude. this emotional BS is fucking confusing
but no matter what i try, i can't get rid of them
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But I guess it's good you're thinkin about it.
Get rid of what? Emotions?
Fucked up as they can get, I don't think you want that.
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especially in this fucking place?
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Who would we be?
[ Maybe surviving the pain he lives with every day is just an unbreakable habit.
But he's had that habit his entire life. ]
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[ Not a good one. Not a bad one. Just a point. But they're getting a little too philosophical here and he's feeling way too sober for that. ]
you wanna get high or something?
idk
i could use the company
i got blow and also some frenzy if you're down
[ This isn't the best way to connect to people, but he also doesn't really know any other way. ]
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That ain't a good idea.
What's frenzy?
[ He thinks the question probably makes him sound old but it's not like he cares. The company also sounds sort of tempting, but he's still feeling a bit embarrassed about that whole day. Better to keep out of people's way. ]
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oh it's this demon drug. strong shit but GOOD shit
it's an upper like coke and meth
[ And he'll just refrain from getting into the side-effects. He's pretty sure Daryl won't want to drop frenzy just by the 'demon drug' description alone. ]
i also got some acid, tho. and weed of course
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[ But fuck, a joint does sound good. It's far more difficult to say no to that. ]
What are you, Walmart for junkies?
But if you spin one, I'll come by.
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but yeah, i'll roll a few. we'll do it old school. no vape pen or nothing. you probably prefer it that way, huh? π
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I prefer it the normal way, yeah.
We can handwave this if you want! :]
nvm not important
i'm in room 205. see you in a few