[ she realizes after sending the message that she doesn't know for sure. not really. but it feels right, intuitively, and she refuses to retract it. surely he has.
she has, and he had understood her implicitly, held her through it. no one who hadn't taken a life could have done the same.
the rest is familiar enough that it doesn't really occur to her to consider it as especially horrific, certainly not as compared to death. ]
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[ she realizes after sending the message that she doesn't know for sure. not really. but it feels right, intuitively, and she refuses to retract it. surely he has.
she has, and he had understood her implicitly, held her through it. no one who hadn't taken a life could have done the same.
the rest is familiar enough that it doesn't really occur to her to consider it as especially horrific, certainly not as compared to death. ]